I thought that I was in the clear, when it came to a certain subject. I was under the impression that I had made him hate me. As it turns out, I was wrong.
Thank God for Caller ID, Voicemail, and Call Block. Seriously.
You, as the reader, are probably wondering what happened. Well, it seems that a certain someone has called my home, requesting that I call him back. He said that he loves us both. While this is very touching, I do not buy it. My ex is a salesperson and has a very convincing pitch. However, I think that I have fallen for enough sales pitches, from that particular salesman, to last an entire lifetime.
I may be a newly-single mom, but I am not desperate.
Why would I ever want to open that can of worms, again? It has taken over three months of our separation, for me to finally be healed, from the emotional pain and suffering that lasted for three years. I no longer cry. The songs that we listened to, and mutually loved, finally do not bring me to tears. I have the closure and peace that I have been craving. Isn't that the way the universe usually works? The moment that peace is attained, is the exact moment that something happens, to disturb that peace...
I just want to be left alone, in peace, to live the life that I want to live, and raise my daughter in a drama-free environment. Is that too much to ask?
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